that what my friends said to me after I broke up .. what they said its true .. I should move on and have fun with my own life .. I can do that .. yeah now its easy for me to move on . but am the one who doesnt want to move on . and still waiting and hoping for her. heh . its weird . why am i waiting and hoping? maybe there's still love in my heart.. but yeah if I move on for sure I'll be someone else .. am not going to be a good guy . who knows rite?
but day by day passing by. Am scared that my feelings toward her will fade . Am worried I cant feel her love and her touch anymore . Am worried if I move on . something will happen to her .
Because when I move one .. am not going to keep in touch with her anymore . I wont care about her .. I'll change my numbers . I'll change everything . I'll delete all our pictures and maybe our memories . that's the right thing that I have to do if I move on . but not now .. at this time .. I wont move on and still holding for her ..
but there's 3 steps that you should know when the time I really really move on..
First step : I'll comment with girls back .. hanging around with girls ..
Second step : I wont call you or text you like 3weeks in the row... and another 1 week at
thursday I'll call you to check how are you
Third step : I'll give back your bracelet
the First step
baby .. that what I will do when the time come and that is my first step. I'll try to find a girl that can make me forget about you .. I'll hang out with girls to make myself happy. even though you know . when am with another girl . I will feel guilty because am not used to it.
the Second step
I wouldnt call or text you ..its like if suddenly I dont text you .. thats my second step . It will help me to try to forget about your voice and your manjaness things that can make me falls for you back..
the Third step
I will give back your bracelet that you gave be before you're off to London .. but you should know something about this part. If I still dont give back the
bracelet to you .. you still have a chance to win my heart back .. and as long as the bracelet is still in my hand .. it means that am still love you and hoping for you to come back to me ... but you should know . its hard to you to win my heart back .. but if you really really want me .. make me falls for you .. and its not easy for me to give it back because .. the bracelet is the most precious thing and I love and I would die to protect that bracelet . so if I return it back . am sorry . my heart will close forever ..I know .. all the steps is like bullshit and gila poyo .. but what the fuck . I dont give hell rite ? that is what I will do when the time come . ; )
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