my secret life ! promises*

16.10 p.m We promised that we're not going to be like this . We're not going to break up but but this you said to me before we left school .. please don't change after finish high school . please don't look and find and falling in love with someone out there. I need you in my life .. you're my everything and don't cheat on me because I cannot take that. I love love love love and forever I'll loving you and many promises that u promised to me . but who broke the promises ? who changed after we finish high school? am I ? am I falling in love with someone else? am I turned into someone that I'm not ? am I getting POPULAR ? am I getting HOT ? am I getting PLASTIC ? am I getting NEW LIFE ? AM I baby ? NO I AM NOT . but you are . you changed into someone that I don't even know . Where's my baby? where's my Maizatul Nadirah ? the girl that her attitude so comel .. manja .. childish .. matured .. independent .. think about future .. care about people around her and loves her family and friends and only her boyfriend .. where is she? and now .. you are not so comel anymore .. you are not matured anymore you are not Maizatul Nadirah that I knew . OH GOD . why you have to changed? is it cool ? is it nice? yeah for you , your new life now is happier than before . but until when? you forgot about us . your friends your family and me . did u ever call your friends? I guess you're not . because you have new friends out there at FOREVER 21 . I dont even know why I always thinking about you. maybe I miss the old Maizatul Nadirah maybe? I swear I love the Old MAIZATUL NADIRAH . the girl that watching movies with her friends NAD AND EZZA* watching korea's movie . the girl that hanging with her parents .. watching late night movie and stuff .. and the girl that used to called me sayang* baby* sweetheart* and always me me me ! but things changed like you said . and you grown up already . there's nothing much that I can do . accept accepting that you're gone . haih . but all the promises that we made ? I think its just a promises and a silly words.